Today I feel sad
Luckily it is a chance to write something
As I am more creative when I am sad
I don't know whether it is going to be good or not
But I don't care, do you?
What I care is though
As we grow
The number of real people around us decreases
I feel deeply the need for a friend full of encouragement
I have maybe one or two
But I need more
Some friends just take everything out of me
As if they are there just to eat my soul
Until they are satisfied
This is what I see in many friendships
Is it the normal way?
I don't think so, it shouldn't be!
I was OK to be alone in the past
But nowadays I am in need of someone
Someone who knows my past
Who knows my youth, my soul
How colorful I am in fact
And someone who has the power
To take me out of this misery
And talk and talk and hug
And just sit then together
And be in peace forever
Then discuss our existence
Space, time, biology, psychology
And everything that might be interesting
And then even the least interesting things
Like a bee buzzing around our breakfast table.
Just celebrating the feeling of being together
Without judgement
Singing together and screaming together
Until our neighbours come and knock our doors
Crying and then smiling
Mixing the joy with the eyedrops...
